Heart Attack
Dave
歌词
00:00.000Look, I bet them boys think I'm panickin'
00:03.100Check what my young Gs are carrying
00:05.800His blade same length as a javelin
00:08.300I don't know about B-ball or what's happenin'
00:11.100But know that it's ****ed if he travellin' and we see him
00:14.100I can't lie, I was depressed at phases
00:16.700I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless
00:19.500Hopin' that we never left no traces
00:22.200You know when you're so damn tired in your house
00:24.800But you can't sleep 'cause you got pendin' cases
00:27.500I used to love temptin' fate, but now it's temptin' faces
00:30.200For half my career I was part of that
00:32.700My best friend got a burner, and it's lookin' like an artifact
00:35.600Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat
00:38.200Like **** panic, that's a heart attack
00:41.000Yeah, it's like, life so ****ed in the time that we're in
00:43.800We're fightin' the world, and we're fightin' within
00:46.400Somali dad ran away from a war
00:48.900Now his son's in a war, that's the cycle we're in
00:51.500I know niggas that didn't do time in a bin
00:54.200That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick?
00:56.800'Round here, you can't have no sympathy
00:59.300If you're soft then the wolves will eat
01:01.900I seen people change when they taste success
01:04.600Money turn good friends into enemies
01:07.200Touch me, it's dangerous, I wouldn't play with it
01:10.000'Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it
01:12.600I miss my dawgs, unstable
01:15.100You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit
01:17.700Have him hit from far, nah
01:19.800Fill 'em up with bricks and glass, nah
01:22.300My young Gs will grip, then blast
01:24.800Have you tried in the street? **** findin' my feet
01:27.500I could ride, but it's better when I'm sittin' back
01:30.100'Cause you know I'm observin' everything
01:32.700I see who's actin' different, see who's changin' teams
01:35.200You ain't gettin' nothin' out of me
01:37.600If I don't trust you, I won't speak
01:40.100I know the ones that pretend they care
01:42.600But they want me dead, they want me there
01:45.000They want me stuck, they want me trapped
01:47.400I've seen the snakes, I seen the rats
01:49.900I seen the ones that smile in your face
01:52.300Then go behind your back and talk disgrace
01:54.800I keep it close, I keep it tight
01:57.200I know who's wrong and I know who's right
01:59.700I've been through pain, I've been through stress
02:02.100I've been through loss, I've been through mess
02:04.600Mummy told me, "Son, be careful who you trust"
02:07.300'Cause people will break you, they don't care if you bust
02:09.800I'm tryna make it out, tryna break the chain
02:12.300I don't wanna end up like the ones that's in the pen
02:14.800I seen dreams get lost, I seen hopes get dashed
02:17.300I seen grown men cry, I seen families crash
02:19.800We come from places where nobody cares
02:22.400Where poverty lives and despair breathes air
02:24.900They wanna box us in, they wanna keep us down
02:27.400But I'm still standin' tall, I ain't fallin' down
02:29.900I'm carryin' weight that you can't understand
02:32.500All of this pressure built up in my hands
02:34.900Clutch my chest, feel the pressure stack
02:37.400Like **** panic, that's a heart attack
02:40.200She just wanna deal with the pipe like I'm fixin' leakin'
02:42.900And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen
02:45.500Where I'm from the word "Life" has a different meanin'
02:48.100Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin'
02:50.700Try and involve me in a flakey dealin'
02:53.300Sistine Chapel, I'ma paint the ceilin'
02:55.900I been violated and I hate the feelin'
02:58.500That's why nowadays man hates the preachin'
03:01.100We smile in the visit, 'cause we ain't defeated
03:03.700The supreme court, so my mates appealin'
03:06.300I can't breed that girl, that's torture
03:08.800South London, it's just slags on the corner
03:11.400And influencers tryna bag them a baller
03:14.000She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura
03:16.600Her socials say princess, she a pauper
03:19.200When it's time for it, need more for my daughter
03:21.800Call me a talker
03:23.200But man are gettin' lined like lambs in a slaughter
03:25.900It's life-threatening and I can tell from the borer
03:28.500Cut through a nigga like a knife through flora
03:31.100Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us
03:33.700It's a conspiracy like tin foil hats and a new world order
03:36.600Touch me, you better have a life insurer
03:39.100Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water
03:41.700And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca
03:44.500Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life?
03:47.100Where I'm from, you get cheffed on a normal night
03:49.700Men talk on my name, but it's porkie pies
03:52.300I really put it in a prick like a porcupine
03:54.900Little bro wanna save for a .45
03:57.300Go board a flight, there's more to life
03:59.800Yutes on the M6 all the time
04:02.200We don't need TFL for a northern line
04:04.700All the best politicians been taught to lie
04:07.200Where do they buy cocaine when they're snorting white?
04:09.800Are their dealers safe or on the borderline?
04:12.400It's ironic, 'cause we don't know where to draw the line
04:15.100Man see Blue Story, they're mortified
04:17.500Man see Scarface and it's glorified
04:20.000'Cause when you're black, everything gets scrutinized
04:22.600That's why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized
04:25.200South London, man are gettin' euthanized
04:27.800I see a yute's demise, I wasn't too surprised
04:30.400He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived
04:33.000Don't die by a sword that you used to shine
04:35.600You can drown for your king, you don't know about Ophelia
04:38.300Cah we got iron, I don't know about anaemia
04:40.900I took the hard road, we don't know 'bout the easier
04:43.500One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia
04:46.100When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia
04:49.000This ain't Libya, this ain't Syria
04:51.400You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like
04:54.000And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs
05:00.000So innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respect
05:03.200I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful
05:06.100How many of our parents had dreams they abandoned
05:08.700So they could put food on the table?
05:11.000Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent
05:14.200You know?
05:15.600And that affected the way that I see shit
05:18.300Night club toilet, you peed on the seat
05:20.800'Cause you don't know how it feels when your mom's gotta clean shit
05:23.800And her boss treats her like she don't even mean shit
05:26.400And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it's freezin'
05:29.200And Mrs. said that you would never be shit
05:31.800And you don't wanna cry about dad, but you need him
05:34.600I grew up so ****ed, but I didn't even deep it
05:37.200I'm numb to the feelin' of grievin'
05:39.700And man gettin' birded
05:41.800African moms on the floor, just screamin'
05:44.500It's mad cah I try so hard
05:46.900Death's got to be easy, 'cah life's so hard
05:49.600I was twelve wishin' that I was a white man, hard
05:52.400Cah if I was then they probably wouldn't lif mans darg
05:55.100I was dead broke, fam, I couldn't swipe mans card
05:57.800And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it
06:00.500It wasn't his beef, but I see him try claim it
06:03.100I seen pain erase a man's soul
06:05.600I seen the reaper take more than I can count on both hands
06:08.800I done seen things I can't talk about
06:11.300Stuff I can't say in a song, I gotta walk about
06:14.100I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
06:16.700I just hope I don't collapse 'fore I get older
06:19.400Chest tight, breath short, vision start to black
06:22.100Like **** panic, that's a heart attack
06:25.000Yeah
06:27.500Like **** panic, that's a heart attack
06:30.200Heart attack
06:33.000Yeah
06:35.800That's a heart attack
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