Crash First (with mgk)
HonestAv/mgk
歌词
00:00.000 作曲 : Avrey Freeman/Colson Baker/Andrew Migliore
00:15.025 I fill my lungs with half my worth
00:18.501 And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
00:21.861 'Cause at my highs I'm at my worst
00:25.341 And I can't fly until I crash first
00:28.667
00:28.717 Everyone's seeing my screaming
00:30.411 Been that since birth
00:32.171 Everyone's seeing this money I'm blowing, but nobody's seeing the work
00:35.373 Look, Dad, I'm high like you, for me, the pills don't work
00:39.073 I like digging in a bag, I like smoking till it hurts
00:42.246
00:42.396 And if my eyes roll back
00:44.021 Then let the tears come first
00:45.728 Been holding those in too long
00:47.479 Faking it like I'm too strong
00:49.119
00:49.169 And when my eyes roll back
00:51.123 Throw my body in the dam
00:52.832 And them things in my pocket
00:54.572 Will you hide them from my fam?
00:56.159 Will you tell the world I loved hard?
00:57.932 Can you make them understand
00:59.455 That all the things I was struggling with
01:01.288 Didn't make me less a man?
01:02.775
01:02.921 And all of the trauma I'm trying to bury probably make me who I am
01:06.224 Think growing up broken was necessary so I could fix my fam
01:09.784 And part of me died on this death bed holding my daddy's hand
01:13.120 Just tell my daughters their father will drown if that means they can swim
01:16.460
01:16.707 I fill my lungs with half my worth
01:20.213 And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
01:23.536 'Cause at my highs I'm at my worst
01:27.003 And I can't fly until I crash first
01:30.259
01:30.659 I know that it takes time, I'm coming to get you
01:34.195 Walking a straight line, I need me a breakthrough
01:37.467 I'm smoking a grape vine, sippin' a grape juice
01:41.067 Choppin' a white line
01:42.507 It's getting harder to face you
01:44.174 Oh God
01:45.330
01:56.347 Yeah
01:56.967
01:57.007 Take my hands off the wheel, I'm speeding
01:59.801 I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
02:02.921 Open wounds from my nose, still bleeding
02:05.857 Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiending
02:08.766 Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it
02:11.726 No sleep, all party through the weekend
02:14.609 Karosene, black smoke I'm breathing
02:17.316 Somebody save me, I've been falling off the deep end
02:20.334
02:20.474 All I know is I don't know how to give a **** (I don't)
02:23.441 All I know is I don't know how to give a **** (I don't)
02:26.174 I couldn't give a **** (No)
02:27.654 I never gave a **** (No)
02:29.281 All I know is I don't know how to give a ****
02:31.944
02:32.204 Under pressure, I don't got control of my aggression
02:34.950 Under the influence, I'm 'bout to make a bad impression
02:37.780
02:37.984 On the dresser it's some ammunition and a weapon
02:40.846 And I've been smoking on this shit since I was adolescent
02:43.693
02:43.913 Three sixes, I'm trying to get lucky number seven
02:46.629 I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in heaven
02:49.509
02:49.742 Leave a mess if they gon find my body in the bedroom
02:52.542 And they can listen to this song if they want my confession
02:55.378
02:55.625 Take my hands off the wheel, I'm speeding
02:58.401 I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
03:01.470 Open wounds from my nose, still bleeding
03:04.393 Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiending
03:07.313 Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it
03:10.249 No sleep, all party through the weekend
03:13.069 Karosene, black smoke I'm breathing
03:15.798 Somebody save me, I've been falling off the deep end
03:18.812
03:19.052 All I know is I don't know how to give a **** (I don't)
03:21.994 All I know is I don't know how to give a **** (I don't)
03:24.788 I couldn't give a **** (No)
03:26.204 I never gave a **** (No)
03:27.784 All I know is I don't know how to give a ****
03:30.497
03:30.764 Go, go, go, go, I'm getting closer to death
03:33.666 Go, go, go, go, I'm getting closer
03:36.613 Go, go, go, go, I'm getting closer to death
03:39.533 Go, go, go, go, I'm getting closer